ManiaAzer

I lie every day to everyone around me and although I struggle to tell the truth as much as possible, lie after, lie after, lie after, lie spills from my tainted lips in order to cover up the secret that rides me all day, everyday. You however, are the one person I wish I didn't have to lie to, but I do, but I did. I almost told you once, I was so close, then that girl died and you talked about who I was with disgust in your eyes and I knew that if I told you it would break your heart. So I lied. You've worried me for the last few days. You have no Idea how close you were to guessing the truth. I saw the fear on your face, in the way you lo

For the past 15 or so years I have had the same bed and mattress, and old compressed foam one that I have enjoyed immensely, but defiantly needed changing. So I was understandably excited as hell to be told I would be getting a new one after the house I lived in with my mother sold. Going from a single to a twin and getting my first new bed since I got my "big girl" bed at two. Our house sold in June we lost possession the first of July, and I got my new bed in August. Unfortunately I wasn't able to sleep in it since because our new house wasn't done so I was camping out in a room the size of a prison cell with my mother, two BIG dogs and a